I was born a medicine woman separated from the Earth. This separation brought a deep trauma that closed me off from my own gifts. I was living outside my body resulting in fear, anxiety, psychosis, insomia. I was incredibly sensitive to the world and could feel the pain of the entire planet in my body, yet did not have the tools, teachers, nor support to guide me. I was an open vessel, alone & confused in all that I was carrying.

It took moving from my hometown in California to the lands of my ancestors in Europe to become aware of who my greatest teacher is: The Land herself. Through this rooting, my shamanic nature & the wisdom of the Dark began to move through me. It took diving into the most dense, limiting, shadowy aspects of my being and 6 years spent in the dark night of the soul, to open myself up to this deeply intimate connection with the Earth. I had to learn that fear is my compass and I am deeply grateful for her medicine.

The shamanic path has brought me deep into my body and proved that it is safe to feel the entirety of life. I began to accept my humanness. It is fascinating—the animal, the wild, the primal—I became obsessed with it and now, my whole lifestyle revolves around embodiment. Embodiment practices helps me to bridge the mystical into the physical and to embrace all the energies I sense.

When I learned to ground myself in this earthly realm, the divine feminine made itself known to me that I am here to help others heal the wounded feminine and so the Goddess led me to create Goddess Activation Dance. This dance form allows the goddess to move through and to become. It elevates the vibration of the body and taps into its full divine potential, making love and creating sacred union with the divine masculine. It is where the primal meets spirit. It is the making love of dark and light. And in this space, we completely eradicate shame and allow the feminine to express all that is her. It excites me when I taste a client drop into their essence and power, fully glowing of their sexual, life force energy, and completely empowered by their own feminine & masculine reclamation journey. I am motivated by beings stepping into their power, their truth, their essence and so I created circles, ceremonies, & evening retreats to go deeper in this work. I began to channel, learn, and guide practices and rituals beyond just dance medicine—embodiment practices that have transformed mine and my clients lives.

My spirit wanted to go deeper. So I journeyed to Egypt to work with the energies of the ancient Egyptian goddesses and became initiated as a temple priestess. I then divulged myself in intense tantric training and found myself creating my own temples, one in which we practice sacred sexuality, utilize sexual energy to heal traumas, and to have a safer space to be completely sexually free. And again my spirit wanted to go deeper. So I took a pilgrimage to Iceland, the land of fire and ice, and went through a shamanic initiation in which I fully took on the soul of Mother Earth. I took on her pain, disconnection, abuse, terror. I sacrificed my mind, my heart, my pussy, and my soul, completely giving away all identity of self. This soul initiation resulted in a loss of will to live and the darkest part of my journey. This lead me to going fully Nomadic in search for that will. I was in a state of deep surrender, in which I gave up everything & travelled alone with little money. My body was the planets entirely.

After screaming naked in the Jungle in Koh Phagnan, gifting my blood to the ancient highlands in Scotland, returning to California, coming back to Holland, and finding myself again & again in all the lands I danced upon, I came back home to my true self.. I found my will to live, and to live greatly. I said Yes to life. There is simply no greater pleasure than embracing the everything and surrendering to the nothing.

I walked through the darkest corners of the world, many times, so I can bring you the wisdom of the dark and show you how to create & rely on your own inner flame.

Because darling, you are me and I am you. I am here to help you to remember where you truly come from, which is everlasting, unconditional love. Here you can find a homecoming. Divulge with me in shamanic, tantric, and other practices to strip away who you think you are and to find peace, love, and joy in your authenticity. And let me know how I can be of service to you, because to you, I worship.